Ezzam Rahman performing Sometimes You Make Me Feel That It Is Better If I Am Not Here at The Substation. Photo: The Substation
Cover Ezzam Rahman performing ‘Sometimes You Make Me Feel That It Is Better If I Am Not Here’ at The Substation (Photo: The Substation)
Ezzam Rahman performing Sometimes You Make Me Feel That It Is Better If I Am Not Here at The Substation. Photo: The Substation

From explorations of history, nature and identity to multidisciplinary presentations, the artistic practices of Robert Zhao Renhui, Priyageetha Dia and Ezzam Rahman challenge perception and provoke introspection, making them some of the most promising artists working in Singapore today. Through his unconventional medium of human skin, Ezzam’s sculptures offer a profound introspection on life, legacy, and the Malay identity

Ezzam Rahman’s 2015 art installation Here’s Who I Am, I Am What You See presented 34 floral sculptures, each softly illuminated and encased in a bell jar in a dimly lit room. While they were a beautiful sight, the true composition of their delicate petals revealed a startling twist: they were crafted from human skin.

This is Ezzam’s art, which often carries an unexpected and visceral quality. His creations employ a macabre medium of dead skin that he has peeled and scraped from his own feet. The 42-year-old’s unique approach to art began more than a decade ago during his studies for a bachelor’s degree in fine arts at the Nanyang Academy of Fine Arts (Nafa). He recounts: “Like all good Nafa students, we’d leave our submissions until the last minute. My critique session was on a Friday and I [still] had nothing to present on Thursday night.” In a moment of stress, he bit and clipped at his nails. “I clipped at the tough skin on my fingers and around my cuticles, then [did the same for] my feet. Suddenly, it struck me as something interesting,” he says. With a pair of scissors and adhesive, he created his first dead skin sculpture, shaped like a fish bone. “I placed it in a bowl for my class presentation. My professors thought it was a real fish bone that I [had] saved from dinner leftovers.”

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Let It Be Known To You That I Am Trying ( Shown at Mizuma Gallery). Photo: Ezzam Rahman
Above ‘Let It Be Known To You That I Am Trying’ (Photo: Ezzam Rahman)
Let It Be Known To You That I Am Trying ( Shown at Mizuma Gallery). Photo: Ezzam Rahman

This marked the beginning of his artistic journey with his dead skin as his medium, leading to a series of fossil-like sculptures, and eventually, flowers in works such as Let It Be Known to You That I Am Trying (2022) and It Is Good to Know Who You Are Not (2023). The short-lived nature of flowers makes them a central motif in his work to symbolise his introspection on his Malay identity and the community’s state. “The word ‘Melayu’ refers to a race. But if you remove the imbuhan (prefix), it refers to wilting,” he explains, adding that the brief lifespan of flowers mirrors what he perceives as life’s ephemeral nature. “[Flowers] wilt after three days. They’re symbolic of life’s impermanence. Everything can diminish within a second.”

This theme of fleeting existence resonates deeply in his creations. His skin sculptures, he says, embrace the “dichotomy between what is absent and present”, as they embed his presence in the galleries where his work is exhibited even when he is physically absent.

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let it be known that i am trying. (Shown at Mizuma Gallery). Photo: artist
Above ‘Let It Be Known To You That I Am Trying’ (Photo: Ezzam Rahman)
let it be known that i am trying. (Shown at Mizuma Gallery). Photo: artist

Ezzam’s musings on legacy draw inspiration from the Malay proverb “Harimau mati meninggalkan belang. Manusia mati meninggalkan nama” (meaning tigers die and leave their stripes, but humans die leaving their names). His contemplations, especially poignant following his father’s death 13 years ago, lead him to ponder: “If a person departs, how do they want to be remembered?” Consequently, his works often focus on remembrance, an example being his 2015 performance-based installation Allow Me to Introduce Myself. For this work, he ingested and exhaled large amounts of talcum powder, forming handprints and footprints to visually capture the transient nature of life.

His father’s passing also sparked his interest in sharing his personal experiences. “Unearthing his belongings revealed unknown documents. It’s why I take lived-experience narratives very seriously,” he says.

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You Are What I Don't Want To Be ( Shown at Sinapour Mon Amour / Église Saint Merry Church, Paris, France). Photo: Lowave
Above ‘You Are What I Don't Want To Be’ (Photo: Lowave)
You Are What I Don't Want To Be ( Shown at Sinapour Mon Amour / Église Saint Merry Church, Paris, France). Photo: Lowave

Among his works, two hold special significance for him. The first is You Are What I Don’t Want to Be, performed in 2015 as part of the Singapour Mon Amour festival, a Singapore art showcase held in Paris at the Église Saint-Merry. “Performing in a place of worship and crafting an image there was magnificent,” says the adjunct lecturer at tertiary institutions such as the Lasalle College of the Arts, Nafa and the National Institute of Education, who describes the experience as particularly impactful given his identity as a Southeast Asian, queer, Malay and Muslim artist.

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Here's Who I am, I am Not What You See. Photo: Singapore Art Museum
Above ‘Here’s Who I am, I am What You See’ (Photo: Singapore Art Museum)
Here's Who I am, I am Not What You See. Photo: Singapore Art Museum

The other is Here’s Who I Am, I Am What You See, showcased as part of the Singapore Art Museum’s President’s Young Talents exhibition in 2015. “It catapulted my artistic career,” says Ezzam, one of the two joint winners of the President’s Young Talents award that year. He notes, though, that the most meaningful aspect of this was personal, sharing that it was upon seeing the scale of his work at this exhibition that his mother expressed pride. “She has never understood my career, as she sees how difficult it is to sustain myself as an artist. But when she saw the entire room dedicated to my art, she was blown away,” he recalls.

His mother, whom Ezzam frequently mentions throughout our conversation, highlighting her significant influence on his work, is the subject of The Little Differences You Made for Me, his recent work for Singapore HeritageFest 2023. As her primary caregiver, he organises her medical appointments, selecting the best transportation methods without a car or helper. The artwork explores the accessibility of Singapore’s MRT system for the disabled, depicting a journey on foot alongside his doppelgänger in a wheelchair.

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Why You Keep Calling Me This? (Shown at Mr Lim's Shop of Visual Treasures). Photo: Ezzam Rahman
Above ‘Why You Keep Calling Me This?’ (Photo: Ezzam Rahman)
Why You Keep Calling Me This? (Shown at Mr Lim's Shop of Visual Treasures). Photo: Ezzam Rahman

This month, Ezzam will present two projects during Singapore Art Week 2024. He is also now working on 2D artworks using leftover dead skin from his sculptures, which he converts into Jawi (an adapted Arabic alphabet for writing the Malay language) letters affixed to anti-inflammatory plasters. Relearning the script, which he studied in madrasah, he aims to blend it into his art and explore the concept of “Malayness” through his skin. Acknowledging the niche nature of his work, he admits that “it’s hard to find collectors for my skin sculptures and these pieces will make it even more so”, but emphasises cultural expression over commercial success. “It’s important for me to uphold what I believe in.”

His work, he further shares, has always been issue-based. “I’m trying to be that voice for people who can’t speak up,” he says, citing You’re Not Alone in All This, You’re Not Alone I Promise, his work for Oh! Open House in 2021 that is essentially “a focus group of seven men who are single homeowners”, as an example. Drawing from his personal challenges, Ezzam aims to bring such often-hidden stories to the forefront through his art. His current themes include singlehood and ageing, inspired by the societal emphasis on the traditional family unit.

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Ezzam Rahman performing Sometimes You Make Me Feel That It Is Better If I Am Not Here at The Substation. Photo: The Substation
Above Ezzam Rahman performing ‘Sometimes You Make Me Feel That It Is Better If I Am Not Here’ at The Substation (Photo: The Substation)
Ezzam Rahman performing Sometimes You Make Me Feel That It Is Better If I Am Not Here at The Substation. Photo: The Substation

The former artistic director for The Substation regards the local art scene with enthusiasm. “Singapore is constantly evolving with the times,” he says, noting the innovative use of technology by emerging artists. He also appreciates the growing international recognition of Singaporean art, with major institutions abroad acquiring local artworks, as well as the shift in art collecting, with younger, educated collectors increasingly investing in up-and-coming artists.

Ezzam aspires for Singapore to produce globally recognised artists. “I can feel the shift happening and I’m hopeful,” he concludes.

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Nafeesa Saini
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Nafeesa Saini is the Features Editor at Tatler Singapore, where she shapes long-form stories on culture, business, philanthropy, wellness, and the people driving change in Asia. With a deep interest in storytelling that intersects meaningfully with identity and impact, she has profiled a diverse range of visionaries, from scientific pioneers in AI and health to creative trailblazers and literary minds.

Nafeesa’s writing includes cover stories and profiles that spotlight influential voices, alongside commentary on the trends reshaping our world.

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