Honest and straightforward, queer filmmaker Samantha Lee bares her ongoing journey towards advocating for women and queer representation
“What bothers me most is that people seem to think ‘enough’ progress has been made in terms of representation of women and the LGBTQIA+ community in local media,” Lee frankly shares. In a country where hues of the rainbow are slathered almost everywhere in the whole month of June, there’s a notion that Filipinos are accepting of the queer community—a delusion she does not entertain.
Lee directed some of contemporary cinema’s most evocative works. In 2016 she produced Baka Bukas (Maybe Tomorrow), which hovers over the story of a lesbian in love with her girl best friend. She has also directed Billie and Emma (2018), which explores and highlights the inevitable prejudice against cisgender women and lesbians.
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“Growing up in the Philippines, I never saw a representation of myself or the version of the self I wanted to be in local media,” Lee shares. “There were some lesbians, yes, but they were not images I can relate to. Lesbians were always portrayed as hypermasculine and would serve as a trusty sidekick or a punchline to a joke. The community would serve as props for male noontime TV show hosts to make fun of. These characters had no agency, no depth, no other purpose to serve in the narrative other than to provide some cheap laughs.”
Being queer herself, Lee reveals that her sense of self-acceptance came late in life. As a child attending classes in a Catholic institution, she repeatedly succumbed to invalidation, mostly by figures who say that “homosexuality is a sin”.
“I think I knew I was ‘different’ at the tender age of three. Studying in a Catholic school was tough, and I think that was what contributed to my coming out so late in life. Imagine having to sit through classes every day for 14 years, and someone would repeatedly say that ‘homosexuality is a sin’. That does a lot to a person, especially during his or her formative years.”
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